Jesus is sweet, loving, powerful, pure, full of judgement, regal, wealthy, full of wisdom (with a hair of days), scintillating, mesmerizing, majestic; in short, He is everything good. He would come to you as is fitting to Him and understandable to you. We cannot take a facet of Him and express it as all that there is. In order to be in a balance, we must embrace all that He is, with the vision to keep moving ahead: Leaving those things which are behind; moving from glory to glory, forever and ever.
There are times and seasons in the affairs of creation. Everybody is in cognizance with this fact. A season for rain, a season for no rain; a time to be born, a time to die; a time to plant, a time to harvest, etc. Not "understanding" this, would leave the mind of a "man" crippled.
God has designed our learning (for we would be growing forever, nobody is too mature for the "Ancient One") to come in episodic fashions. If you are for getting all that there is in God, the fullness of Jesus, you would be taught at various speeds, ways, and seasons. God could focus on your vision for a season, and your healing for another, your purity at a time and your obedience for another. Wisdom would suggest that you be patient and let God take the reins in your life. There is more than time can handle in your getting to understand God, and you would have to get the best of what you can before leaving this realm.
Be patient, God would make it all good in due season!
